it somehow doesn't feel the same anymore. something's really lacking. yeah, we say to improve it, to work on it, but how? empty talk doesn't work. no one really knows what's going on. well, i seriously don't. do you? and then, you're gonna say it's the feeling you get..yadayada... and we all think it's our sense and gut feeling. so all and all the feeling isn't right, but no one knows why.
maybe you do, just that you don't feel comfortable saying it out. sigh.

it's so hard to live up to expectations.

"we need to compromise", to talk things out. yes, even the most sensible among us said that. yes we really need to try very hard. it's not easy, but we should all try. we are not going to fall apart.

"don't you think we're drifting apart?" yes i do, but do you know how we've felt? the attempt again and again to try to make everyone feel comfortable? it's not easy being in their shoes.. i mean how would you feel if you're ignored/neglected the time you step into this new environment? thou we're happy as one, we shld really spend some time thinking about the rest.

"maybe it's because we love each other too much" that's why we called for a meeting where everyone turned up, but it just didn't really work out. it's evident that we care for each other, or else we wldn't be feeling all so confused and irritated that things are so f*cked up. we can't deny that, can we? the fact still remains.

"let's just go home and think about it" lots to ponder about, and i wonder how things will be tomorrow.

the frustration, anger, hostility, depression and confusion. it just SUCKS alright. if you think you're the only one going through all this SHIT, then you're wrong.